April 2010
1 post
I can’t wait to get out with phillip, we’ve been so stressed lately, this should be good for us.
I don’t even want to go to the gym, just straight to the beach:)
March 2010
2 posts
Life is rough.
Period.
Life is great:)
February 2010
29 posts
I hate my step dad, and I hate talking about him, but he just bothers me to such a large extent, I can’t help it .
I swear that I hate everyone at massabesic. I have no friends, but not because I can’t make friends, I can. But it’s the fact that everyone makes me want to punch there faces in.
Maybe I’m just bad at balancing friendships over boyfriend, and plus family, it’s hard.
But I feel like I can spend forever with phil, he not annoying, I’m rambling I should stop:/
Phil says: “Bethany! Will you marry me?”
Bethany says: “Fuck No.”
The End:)
I used to like mrs walsh, but she just said she liked mrs chamoff, so I like her a little less now
Skipped school today and went job hunting with phil. Sucks that he lost his job but that’s life. And life sucks.
Came home and passed out on the floor In front of the woodstove, woke up on my bed with phils smiling face above me:P
He left my house half an hour ago and I miss him already, it’s sad that I can’t go very long without feeling lost. I can’t wait till I move...
My memory is increasingly getting worse. I don’t even remember getting off the phone with phil
The scent of phillip still lingers in my hair. I wish I could spend every second with him and that’s sad, I told myself I wouldn’t allow myself to get this attached to anyone, but it’s happened. I trust him with my life and I don’t think I could live without him, I mean I could, but I’d be so so depressed.
In over five months of dating, we’ve gone two days...
My chest is thumping at an incredible rate. I am sitting here, well actually lying in bed and all of a sudden I hear a dog bark, my dog. This wouldn’t be out of the ordinary if my dog didn’t die three days ago.
I think I’m going crazy, I miss you wishbone:/
Idk if it the birth control shot I take or what, but I’ve been very angry, like all thetime, at pointless things. Either the girl in front of me doesn’t pick up her shoes or the boys in front of me don’t walk fast enough and are talking about stupid things. Most people would get over it or walk the other way. Me? No, I shove them and continue to walkpast. Anger, I get angry when...
Idk if it the birth control shot I take or what, but I’ve been very angry, like all thetime, at pointless things. Either the girl in front of me doesn’t pick up her shoes or the boys in front of me don’t walk fast enough and are talking about stupid things. Most people would get over it or walk the other way. Me? No, I shove them and continue to walkpast. Anger, I get angry when...
Wishbone
Died today. And I didn’t cry, my mom bawled her eyes out, even my brother cried, but I just asked what we were gonna do with the leftover dog food. We now have zero dogs, that’s weird, considering the fact that I had wishbone for thirteen years. Rest in peace puppy:*
Dear personal fitness class, I hate you.
Only because since phil has introduced me to bodymodern like several months ago, I’ve wanted to go to 3/4 but now you are preventing this.
Cause you make me take out my gauges…eff yew
Too much sex.
Damn.
Too much sex.
Damn.
January 2010
25 posts
I trashed my room in an attempt of cleaning it, my heads been hurting quite often lately, nose bleeds occur at awkward moments, last week I had sharp pains in my chest.
Hmph, I just want normalcy.
Full moon=my dog pretending he’s a wolf. Howlinghomo.
“The more you get to know a person, the more attractive they become to you....”
– (via recklesslyming)
Went through my pictures in my camera, got sad mad but especially sad. I miss you sandy, more than anything, I miss your sense of humor, your honesty and most of all how you used to call me a hoe:/
You’re the only reason I wish things back to how they used to be, I would be happy to hear your voice, even if it were yelling at me and telling me how ignorent and stupid I am.
I’m going to be awake forever, I had three cans of original mountain dew. Phil is sleeping. Which is boring, I wanna wake him up and make him color with me or do body paints, that’d be cool, but he’s tired and I’m wide awake. Bummmer
I’m excited for my 3/4 gauges to come in:) and for age 18, that age allows me to be released from Steven. And move in with phillip:)
Even though he’s a stubborn, lazy, forgetful lump of….poop:)
But I like him kinda.
And I wanna start watching tv. Because I like shows, I wish time worked with me not against me
Socky is my best friend, :)
I wonder what were gonna do for our five month, I wanna do something that doesn’t involve money for once, I wanna go sledding:) or idk do something fun. Make a snowman, yeah yeah.
Me and phil got ling some yummy Chinese ramen and she liked it alot, that made me happy.
And just and FYI, I hate snow
I wonder how old you have to be to legally move out, I’m gonna do it, I just need my liscense:/
ive been thinking;
alot.
and it all came down to one sentence.
im not afraid to admit that i love animals more than people. this entire time ive been so focused on becoming a nurse, but i dont wanna, i wanna work with animals, id rather cleanup after animals then people, sorry mom. im gonna be a veterinarian.
Tumblr, television and weed or alcohol.
I couldn’t imagine being so wrapped up in these kinds of things.
What can you find so interesting about other peoples lives, or do you really think these tumblr people care about you? No, they wouldn’t care if you fell off the face of the earth.
it bothers me that people can think they are so much better if they have more expensive...
i am
a girl, whose madly in love with a boy
Delicious
Weed laced with ecstasy, fucking great:/ hmph